I miss her so much... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Today I opened her urn.. I had to. It was consuming all my thoughts. I had to know what was in there and what it looked like. She was in a plastic bag.. All just little bones.. like crushed up bones. I showed it to Hog and kept saying her name. He looked very worried and kept fluttering his ears.. He even came to smell her urn.
I feel much better now that I looked... It sounds weird but I do. I needed to know... God I miss her.