I know some disagreed with the path I took with his care... but it is what his doctor felt was best.. and I trusted that. He went peacefully.. he had no clue.. we're fairly sure he was in minimal pain (but in considreable discomfort) he could't play anyone because he coudln;t breathe and hold a toy at the same time..
And no one gave me actually hassle or tried to convince me I was doing the wrong thing..and i respect that tons.
I'd much much rather have to deal with some guilt of it maybe being too soon, then be in a panic that i left it a second too late.
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