I just thought if anyone would understand how I feel today it would be you all.
I found out today Gracie probably is in the last weeks of her life. I am so devastated.
Apparently she has a tumor growing around her heart cutting off her blood flow. They said it was about 4 inches in size and probably has been growing for about the last year. I am loyal with my vet visits but it just wasn't something that was found until they did a chest xray.
I love her so much. I hate to see her die. I don't know what I will do when she is gone. All day today I have just been laying beside her giving her kisses and holding her. The vet said we would know when it was time to bring her in. I have had 7 great years with her.
I have been here and seen many of you lose your loved ones too. It is just hard to deal with you know?