I just wanted to say thank you for all the nice words in my time of dispair. I am lost right now, and I am trying to come out of the haze that surrounds me. The hardest part is knowing that its over and knowing what can never be, but still having a large part of me want to be with him. It is hard to move on under those conditions.
I am trying to distract myself with Jack, but everytime I think about him, I think about his 'daddy'.
Life sucks...and trust is so fragile.