Yesterday I got the news that my angel Noel has 1-2 months to live. She's had mast cell disease for a year now but she had had very invasive surgery and we thought we had beaten it. However it's come back in the same spot and the doctor said that there isn't much we can do without totally amputating the leg and it would still probably come back. We're going to try a few sessions of chemo to keep it in check and maybe extend her life for a few more months and keep her quality of life as high as possible. I feel absolutely sick. Noel is so much more to me than a pet. She's like a sister to me. I've had her for eleven years now and I can't imagine home without her. She makes me believe that there are good things in this world.